Sometimes ... pushing things is ... useless by the well known romanian author Adrian Dumitru

I've tried many times to manipulate reality.

I've even done it on ... and on ... and on.

In fact .... I've done it so much ... that i could be certainly be defined as ... a terrible manipulator.

And it was worst than that ... cause i was pushing things ... too much.

To the ... extremis.

But worst of all was that i could not stop myself do that in continuous form.

Even when all was perfect ... unconsciously i was doing something so that i could still change some details of the love story.

Many would say ... it was all a game.

One done ... unconsciously.

Unfortunately ... i was not aware of that.

No ...

... not even one time.

But i've started to meditate ... analyse and define my behaviour.

And ... damn it ... i could not stop myself.

I was ... pushing and pushing and ... pushing ... a reality which had to be into a certain way ... but I've not agree with it for 100%.

Unfortunately ... nobody even told me that pushing things is ... useless.

I've read that in books, but i've disconsidered it.

So ... as an idiot ... I've continued into the same style.

... not really understanding the meaning of the word ... "useless".

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